Ohh maryacclaim i can understand why you have done this.
It's sad... but if you where raised in the troof.. you dont have many ways to go.
Is it so that everyone you know.. is an dub? Then it is hard to come outside.
All alone... friends and social living ment alot to life quality, dont it/they?
(from one who had fade.. and still have the relatives talk and invite your family to parties...)
(but you have to lie sometimes..... but hey.. they had lied to me the whole life.. so what the heck :-) )